Exams..

Exams are just around the corner. Not prepared enough. Hate phonetics. Why on earth I have to know all about it? Loved literature but she is not making it enjoyable. Thankful too that now I love Wuthering Heights. How excellent of the Bronte sisters' works. Lots of readings. Only if I have more time to indulge into more of the Bronte's..

Once, Love Lies Here

I thought my love will materialise. Thought love is always there. No, it has to be worked for. Once, I was blinded by his love. He didn't love me, he has something else in mind. Sadly, i fall for him. Dear Allah the Almighty, please forgive me. Sigh..

-Sabah town, view from air-

Kinabalu under space

View from Kinabalu Pines Resort. Speechless. The stormy wind never fails to struck me everytime i fly there..Kinabalu.. when will i see you again..

Gunung Kinabalu in my space

What a wonderful experience. The climb had thought me thousands of new things. Couldnt believe I have actually conquered my fear and unfit physical stamina. I miss Prof Syed Hamid's saying "its all mind over matters". How could I forget the priceless views, pains, tears, thin air and my Juru... the sweet mountain guide. I could talk non stop about gunung kinabalu. Yeah, kinda found true love for nature..

Roses Roses…

Not fond of flowers. Can only look and “pretend” to like but naaahhh… would rather indulge to other things..

My Driving Space

Driving on MRR2 after the peak hours is a breeze. Love it. Been dreaming to take my kids to play kites at Taman Metropolitan Kepong. One day we will go guys!

Unforgettable Space

View from Kundasang. See the fantastic Gunung Kinabalu. Been there, climbed it. Wonderful experience. Very painful but worth trying. Yup, 20 November 2006 was the ultimate day. Conquered Kinabalu. My long lost dream. After 24 years, my dream came true.

Moral: hold on to your dreams

love in my space

Syawal 2006. Love. Forgive. Money. New baju. Duit raya. Those are fantastic people in my space. Ultimate important. They are good at photos. Thousands of photos. When will I join them? Relatives and Ipoh are two major elements in me. Sigh. I miss Ipoh so much.

Are you in space YIN?

YIN is not my son. Why should I care? But no, I am human. Loosing my child will stop my heart from beating. Been thinking about Yin and how traumatic their parents right now. Who took Yin? Shall I doa Yin is in good hands that could shower him with love, more than their parents? Only miracles could bring Yin back. Yin, be a good boy now:>

Opening Spaces..

Got my quiz mark. 15/20 is not so bad. Should have done better. Told rema I loved wuthering heights. Did fathers and sons today. Quite interesting, the destroyer part. Rema’s ideas were good, really opened my minds. Nihilism is the word, not having respect for everything. She talked about Russian’s revolution. How am empty space is dangerous for us. I related it to myself. Yes, couldn’t agree enough. Kafka’s metamorphosis came into mind. Been struggling with Kafka. At last the assignment was submitted. Fuh, lega….

Space

My mute space. I need space to talk, to pour my heart out. My work and studies need a lot of readings and writings. My ambition for this year, 2007 is now coming through. My place, my space with quiet and freedom.