peace..

how peaceful..

Say NO to Facebook!

It has been said that facebook is the best social network at the moment. Everybody seem to be hooked to it, and one Malaysian artist even got addicted to it. Zarina introduced me to Facebook a few months back and I told myself to give it a try. Yes I was shocked at how it can connect me to my ex ITM friends. But it seems like I am only waiting for see friends' photos. I didnt enjoy the stupid quizzes, games and the comments. Friends gave me foods, ring, crystals, flowers online. Sigh.... whatever happened to face-to-face communication and listening to their voices? What a pity.. so I decided that Facebook is not my cup of tea..

kaabah..

azwan ali just came back from his umrah and claimed he found his "light". he is no longer the old azwan ali. he will no longer be involed in ASTRO'S "cit cat azwan". alhamdulillah, good for him. I am even happier when his brother, azmin ali and family set foot in azwan's house after nine years of "troubled relationship". all were happy, especially his mother who had been waiting for this moment to come true.

I hope azwan will limit his appearances in the media. years ago, ogy ahmad daud came back from umrah and wanted to forget about her glamorous world. she kept her word for a few years only, she made her come back, joining the celebrities world, only with covered head and body..

A few malaysian celebrities like to perform umrah during ramadhan but they didnt announce their encounter with whatever "light" that Allah is suppose to shower them. Their visit looks like another vacation during the fasting month. lets see how long azwan ali will survive under the lime light..

i forgive you..

the fitnah had shattered my life, changed my lifestyle and made me a very sensitive person. now that Allah has taken you back, i am relieved. Alhamdulillah, now that you got what you deserved, i am letting it go, so that i can move. on. Alfatihah to arwah Faizah bt Idris, once my beloved auntie, who died on 15 May 2009 of lung infection.

this scene, in 1980s..

i used to back to my kampung in parit, perak. opah had a small bendang a few kilometres away from our kampung. i remember tailing cu and arwah mak ja, with foods for opah to the bendang. we ate in a shack, my legs playing with the water where i saw some small fish. oh.. how i miss those old days..

i don't belong here..

It suddenly struck a chord on me that i don't truly belong here. after eleven years, after seeing so many "office calamities", i am still not fully attached to this place. I need to take many baby steps to leave. yes, i need to look for a better plkace to hybernate..

a week after the wedding..

a week after the wedding, i wonder where they are now. may they be happy all through their married live.. may they still be happy after a baby arrives, may their love still as strong as during their dating days...

the start of the week

open house at mak teh's, i ate a lot of laksa, nasi lemak and pulut seruding. i regretted the amount of food i had taken. my tummy almost popped up, quickly drove back because i told cu i need to "change nappy". decided to lay down for a while but that while cost me a two-hour day of sleep! gosh! what have i done to myself? decided to have a night walk to OTK with kak long. alhamdulillah for a day full of food and spent well with mak and kids..

what's next?

done with my degree. still not enough knowledge. still a looong winded way to go. when i look at myself, i think i am doing good for the past few years. even though we are sometimes deprived from the things we want most, alhamdulillah HE lends His strentgh and kindness to me. Dear God, please forgive all our sins..

all set up!

ooppsss.. almost a year that i have last visited this place! what have i been doing, i so wonder.. how unproductive of me! must write, write and write!