story books

i am not an avid reader but i love books by azizi hj abdullah. recently, i read kawin-kawin, sangeetha. disappointed by sangeetha, too dull for me. but the former was hilarious.

I remembered crying over his novel, Seorang Tua di Kaki Gunung. It was my Form 5 Sastera text but i didnt do well. The drama was interesting, but I couldnt care less to facilitate my learning process.

sigh, i was young and too naive. If only I realise the extreme importance of my secondary years, life wouldnt be too hard for me. O Allah you are the best guidance, guide me..

anugerah oh anugerah

anugerah. reward. tengok lah majlis-majlis meraikan artis di malaysia yang bertuah ini. anugerah skrin 2010. red carpet, acara syok sendiri berjalan di atas permaidani sambil tayang-tayang muka dan baju. yang lelaki litup berlapis-lapis, yang perempuan ketat, tayang dada dan jarang. setakat anugerah syok sendiri, kasihan lah tengok artis-artis yang kejar glamour. ada yang gugup di pentas, ada yang salah skrip, yang penting nai pentas dan tayang muka. kasihan artis-artis islam malaysia.

I am always curious how they perform their maghrib with those heavy make ups and hairdo? ke jamak je solat tu kot?

sickening malaysian actors/singers.. ini semua mengundang bala Allah. Ya Rabb jauhkan lah kami dari terpesona terhadap dunia ini..AMIN

Birthdays?

I am never fond of birthdays. Yes its important for me to remember my own (and my loved ones too) but I am not comfortable in celebrating it. My parents had never celebrated it for me hence its just another ordinary day. However, the interesting this is, I grew up with cousins who are extremely fanatic of celebrating their birthdays, since their childhood until now! Oh wow, they would got nuts in shopping for birthdays gifts!

What would happen if one day, their loved ones forgot to wish them, or too busy to throw a simple party?

Kasihan, lebih pentingkan birthday dari segalanya..

Moga Allah jauhkan aku dan keluarga ku dari gejala kurang sihat ini...AMIN ya RABB

how time flies

its already the last week of december 2010. too much happenings, good, sad etc.. 2010 has been a wonderful and eventful year for me. ya allah, help me in surviving all the ordeals.. AMIN..

my last choice..

I didn't want to do it but i have to, for the sake of my kids. This is something that I can do and will do even though I have to crawl for it. Finally I am engaged with a lawyer that will do all the nonsense on my behalf, my job is to feed him with lots and lots of my hard earned money. I am determined to give all my best so that my kids will be financially happier by next year. O Allah, help me in this battle.

sorry, blog!

it's already 2010, yet i am still here, doing the same old thing. of course a few new things took place and i am still learning to cope with them. will leave those hurtful moments behind and put on my positive caps. Thank you Allah, You have let me breathe Your world, always lacking my thankfulness.