
I didn't want to do it but i have to, for the sake of my kids. This is something that I can do and will do even though I have to crawl for it. Finally I am engaged with a lawyer that will do all the nonsense on my behalf, my job is to feed him with lots and lots of my hard earned money. I am determined to give all my best so that my kids will be financially happier by next year. O Allah, help me in this battle.